About a friends

 Well about friend i'm kind of person who think friends is important to me. Because a friend you talk every things what you thought in your head. Example like when you want to bad mouth about someone or everything, sharing your personal affair in love or about your family. Asking for solution or someone to express your feeling. Sometimes their advice can be a little of annoying to you.
 I know sometimes them can be a bad influence to us. But not every one of them are a bad person. I'm a person who friends to anybody i thing can friends to. i didn't care what are their background, a mafia, assassin, a poor, rich, all this thing I ignored, because to me we are equal to everything accept for the sex, we got a pair of hand, ear, feet, and everything.Except for those who been born with imperfect chromosome on them .
 But i can't friends with someone who think themselves are perfect person, if they think they are too prefect they would not be a human but a god. This kind of person i can't get along with,cause the more time you spent with them the more you want to kill them.
 A good friend is hard to find but a friend is easy to find, even when you go to mamak stall you can find a friends at there.But to me if you want to get a good friends you had to be a good friends because i believe in equivalence everything you yo do will be repay back no matter where maybe when we live or afterlife. But it all different with my father said. To him it all about contrast, yin-yang, black and white.Example that he give is like his marriage my mom are temp person and he is like a water.
  But the weakness of me is when I got a good buddies I never appreciate them. never heard anything advice they throw to me. But when I in problem they are the first I seek first for advice then my family,But this a long stories ago. That why right now i more appreciate a good friends than just a friends I had.  

1st times writing a blog

 So this is my times posting a blog to sharing my ideas,gossip and all the things I want to tell to the world who reading this blog right now.To sharing my miserable life I all this eighteen years of my life. Or maybe I want to write my disagree with something I want to share.
 I had already live for eighteen years, but i still can't repay for everything my parent have give to my all this time. What I mean is I feel so disappointing of this lives I got here, I never do something with 100% ex. is my spm, i'm taking the exam without worrying anything will happen to me after that. Enjoying my self , playing guitar, reading manga, watching manga, hanging around till late midnight and etc. My parent advice my time to time but i still ignore them as like that I can survived after high school.   
  And where am i right now studying in a college with no name and without future on it. By now every times I saw my friends i try to avoid  them. Because every one of them goes to matrix or university and I just study at a college.
 I know maybe this is my punishment for sloth.